It is funny how quickly things can change.
My last post reads so smug, so sure. I should know better. Nothing is ever sure. Nothing is ever static. Things ALWAYS change; not always for the better.
I will be all right though. Maybe because of some of those very things I wrote about; maybe because I have no choice because I have children; maybe because it is really not as bad as I originally thought. But I will grow and learn and be better.
Perhaps we have to shatter so the pieces can be put back together in a new and more functional way. I am reminded of the Tinkerbell movie (I have girls, OF COURSE I have seen it 8, 987, 634 times). She breaks the crystal, and in doing so finds a way to make it even better.
There is a lesson to be learned from that movie. Going through it sucks, but a lesson nonetheless.